Truth is not Found Waiting.

I waited
With baited breath
For the sun to come out
From behind the cloud
For the 'right time'
For the voice in my heart
To sing out loud

I waited

For a love I thought
Could only be found
With another
For the wild sea in my mind
To cease playing it's sad shanty
For my sisters and brothers

I waited

For the fear to loosen its grip
From my stomach
Enough to be able to trip
And fall from the false
Heights of the ego
To fall and let go
To lose all and finally know
The truth...

But the truth is
Not found in the held breath
Nor in the fickle meandering
Of the mind's thought tangled wreath
Nor is it found 'waiting' for fear to leave
Or in the unnecessary pain
That the waiting game's tactics
Always find a way to weave

No, the truth is
The sun is always there
The time is never right or wrong
In fact, does time even exist?
And when my mind ceases to resist
This
...Is when the voice in my heart
Sing's the loudest of its songs

And it's then I sing
Of a love not bound by rings
But something far deeper
Below the waves
And beyond the pit of my stomach
Beyond the reach of any fear

And it is here
The ego loses all power
And I have already fallen
From it's tower
The clock and it's hour
Yes, it is here
Always has been
Always will be
The truth
Because the truth just is.